I stubbornly tried my bear hug again, and felt myself being transported to a sleep-like state of mind.  I felt my body shudder and my erection grow.  I only vaguely recognized that my body was acting out it's death throes - with the penis alone desperately trying to blindly mate before what seemed to his body to be its imminent death!  This is such an odd and interesting thing in nature to me - as if nature EXPECTS that, not unlike a male spider being killed by a female spider during mating, the man just may find himself being fucked to death by a powerful female, with only one last chance to spread his seed to her!